Woop wooop [25 Mar 2004|08:55am] [ mood | pleased ] [ music | Miss you.mp3 ] Its been awhile since i have updated, ive been pretty busy with softball and shit. Our team looks solid. its sweet. My mom let me drive to the video store to rent movies, im a natural :) cept parking can be a wee bit tricky. I rented school of rock, oh man best movie in the whole entire world, jack black is the man. I havent seen chelsea in a long time so i think this saturday i am gonna go watch her scrimmage a little bit. wohoooo. I picked all my classes for next year, its gonna be soo sweet im at the RETC for half of the day for my chemstry World studies east and for 2 of my electives: one i get to learn how to start a resturuant and cook, which is what i want to do when i grow up and the other one i get to just cook. Man that rocks. The RETC center is thee coolest, it was in fucking Arcitechual Digest, its soo sweeet. im done. later dudes. 3s| say it, mean it

I do do that. [18 Mar 2004|08:39pm] [ mood | giddy ] [ music | My band d12.mp3 ] I MADE VARSITY WOOOOHOOOOO. A long day it has been, school untill 230 then i have a docs appt in aburn hills, but we got there an hour early so we went on a nice drive through ghetto pontiac, lake orion, rochester, ortonville, utica. A nice time. NOT. On the brighter side of things, i no longer have to do physical therapy, YES! The weeks just go by so slow but knowing that in 3 weeks i wil be in flordia makes me way happier. later. ...... all because im the lead singer of my band. ;) 1| say it, mean it

save your breath,hold on tight. [16 Mar 2004|08:53am] [ mood | excited ] [ music | The clicking of mouses. (computer graphics) ] yesterday:: softball tryouts, went pretty well i think. I did good. Ill be playing mostly 3rd this year and some relive catcher. woot. After tryouts were over and it was just pitchers and catchers, i was in between sam, the starting varsity catcher, and some chick thats trying out for freshman, it makes me sick, when i see a girl tht just has no idea about anything when it comes to softball, and yet spreads RUMMORS that she is on varsity. lame, real lame. o well what r ya gonna do. I have softball today from 230-430 then physical therapy 5-6, i HATE physical therapy, anyway im done whinning. later... 23 days left say it, mean it

Shit fuck damn [14 Mar 2004|09:52pm] [ mood | energetic ] [ music | Last Chance.mp3 ] man i love talking to chelsea! Everytime i talk to her, it instantly makes me happy! Love for chels! Jimmy recently reveled his "un-dieing" love for me, how sweet, comming from an 8 year old. Umm prolly hitting up che choas everyday this week a new band is playing there. softball tryouts ::tomorrow:: im so looking forward to the season to start! im bored/tired. later. say it, mean it

If its revenge you want... [14 Mar 2004|01:42pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Boys night out.mp3 ] Its been awhile since i last updated. Not much has happened since then, Jamie is home for her spring break! We both went n got our hair cut yesterday and me her and my mom went to see the Passion, i dont have much to say about that movie. Tomorrow starts softball tryouts. WOOOHOOO. Im not really nervous although i feel i should be. But tomorrow im sure the nerves will settel in. Major props to my old-bestfriend... Ashley. How does my ignorants seem to ruin everytthing? say it, mean it

Why cant we go back in time? [08 Mar 2004|07:33pm] [ mood | quixotic ] [ music | wat is quixotic? ] Seems like everything is changing. sunday: lot of shopping. lots. tons. You say your being honest with yourself, but are you being honest with me? sick of peoples bullshit, just want them to be straight forward 1| say it, mean it

Say what you mean, mean what you say. [06 Mar 2004|07:25pm] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | Yeah.mp3 ] Well today was great. Went shopping all damn day. First we hit up Art Van, and we got a dinning room set, a kitchen set, our coffee room set, and some tabels, a very sucessful trip. Then My mom magno and myself, went to home depot and picked out our faucets and stuff like that and omg you would not belive how many different kinds of shitters they make! omg they had like at least 12 different ones! We got some way cool toilets though! And my shower head, is so sweeet, its like as big as my head its HUGE! and on our house today they started with the stones, it look so god omg im so excited. yipppie. later say it, mean it

i love pickles so fucking much. [04 Mar 2004|07:56pm] [ mood | indescribable ] [ music | Megaglomaniac.mp3 ] Ya know what is sad: lately i have been thinking about how fucking stupid i was/still am. How hard i used/still do judge people. Its not only me but man, in middle school i never realized what a penis i was to everyone. man dont i feel cool? One fight can never erase, 1000 memories. ashley<3 sorry dude. later. 1| say it, mean it

[04 Mar 2004|09:17am] There is always someting keeping us apart, and its not me, its you. I'm really sad right now, some people just are not who you think they are. I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave 'Cause your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase [CHORUS:] When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears I held your hand through all of these years But you still have All of me You used to captivate me By your resonating light Now I'm bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts My once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away All the sanity in me These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase [Chorus] I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone But though you're still with me I've been alone all along 1| say it, mean it

woohoo. [03 Mar 2004|08:41pm] [ mood | enthralled ] [ music | Maps.mp3 ] Man today rocked, after my over dose of sleeping pills, i slept great last night. Beggining of the day was slow as always, but the end of my day was grand. i acctually understand my math homework, thats fer sur a first in my life. Then i come home cook some dinner for thee family cuz im a nice kid. i must say it was best meal ive had since the last one i made, lmao, no jk. then to my surprise my dear friend chelsea calls me: its always nice to hear from her, and she tells me that she is going to flordia for spring break, i was waiting for her to say with fat jake, then she invites me. how sweet is that! flordia for 11 days, with like the coolest family in the world. good time to me. hollar. Romeo Softball Tryouts: 11 days. Spring Break: 36 days. Swim Class is over: 5 weeks. 2s| say it, mean it

yippie [02 Mar 2004|09:13am] [ mood | happy ] [ music | emotep.mp3 ] wow i am having a much better day today already! Although last night sucked wang. physical therapy: poopy. then the computer guy was supposed to come over and he never came so again i am computer-less. then i couldnt sleep so i took 2 sleeping pills and damn i was out like an old light bulb (my weak attempt to be funny). so i didnt want to get up this morning. but obvisouly i did. then my first hour teacher bought us all bagels and cream cheese, that was nice of him, go Mr.Young. jon had about a bag and a half, hes a hungry young man. then when i checked my moms email i notice that for my compuware team we have a new member, booooo clare, she bites ass. im fucking pissed. later gater (chelsea is gonna be pissed too) thats never good. lol say it, mean it

whoa. [01 Mar 2004|08:43am] [ mood | weird ] [ music | postal service.mp3 ] yesterday was really weird for me, while we were driving home from Purdue, i was in a really good mood! i was just weirdly happy. but it seems like as soon as i got home bam, my mood changed and i was totally crabby. i dont get it. lately it seems like i have so much anger inside of me that like i dont really know who to be mad at anymore, its kinda sad. honesltly i really dont think i like my step dad, at all. I hate being home now, its really weird sometimes, i think i would rather be here (school) then be at home. I miss my sister, and i miss chelsea. life kinda sucks right about now. Late. 1| say it, mean it

[29 Feb 2004|10:25am] [ mood | content ] well it was a very very fun weekend! got to purdue at 1:00 on friday: we just kinda sat and talked, then saturday morning we got up early we to a rube goldberg competition then we went shopping at like steve and barrys and to this really cool hippy store! while we did that my mom got er nails done so we came back got her, did some more shoppng and went out to lunch then we to supper target to get some stuff i needed to bake my cake and make my dinner which i must say was excelent, lemon chicken and a butter cake that i decorated with these obber cool pens, which were edible! yup now im done jamie is going to blow dry my hair then we are going to breakfast then heading home.... peace the hell out say it, mean it

[28 Feb 2004|08:04pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | avril ] i dont know if things will ever be the same again. and i want to belive u when u tell me that everyone thing ok, but i dont. i try to belive you, but i dont. Everythings changing everywhere I go All out of my control Everythings changing everywhere I go out of what I know I DONT WANT TO THINK ABOUT YOU ANYMORE. say it, mean it

maybe i did never quite get this [26 Feb 2004|08:48am] [ mood | touched ] [ music | The simple song.mp3 ] im sick of you, REALLY SICK OF YOU. off to indiana, woop woop to vist my sister. im acctually very excited to get away from here! hollar. i know some of thee nicest people, they make me feel soo good say it, mean it

It's been an intresting weekend. [23 Feb 2004|08:53am] [ mood | giggly ] Hung out with some friends, Jon n Adam rock. I kinda broke my computer, so i wont be online for a really long time, o well, its probably good to give my eyes a break. School sucks, im definatly getting sick of these people. O well. softball starts in 21 days, hip hip hooray. As for Compuware, we have a new girl on our team from Finesse she kicks some major ass. Im really excited for our season to start. Right now i am really tempted to leave school, so is jon, chelsea was SUPPOSED TO TAKE US BUT DIDNT! ahhhhhhh. pisses me offf. my friend cassie just gave me her senior picture omg its sooo cute. woo hoo. well im off: im going to go play with my camera. peace. Goood thing you dont want to see me either, cuz its nice having a break from you. say it, mean it

whatever: [20 Feb 2004|09:16am] [ mood | confused ] ahh whats the point anymore, not like i see you. im such a shit. feel like giving up. 1| say it, mean it

crys of rage that just wont stop. [19 Feb 2004|08:51am] [ mood | cranky ] [ music | my immortal ] man my break sucked. horrible. worst ever. but i dont feel like getting into detail... on top of all that my damn computer crashed so its getting fixed so i dont have one (right now i am in computer graphics 2nd hour) today i have Romeo softball practice. Tomorrow i have Compuware softball practice woo-freaking-whoo. im crabby. latter. i have some good friends. say it, mean it

god damnit. [15 Feb 2004|04:57pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | ill be missing you.mp3 ] such a waste, i dont understand the way god works. i dont belive that everything happens for a reason. what is he trying to do? wipe out my family. people have been in a out of my house for the past 2 days the phone wont stop ringing and i cant sleep. great vacation. funeral is on monday 12-5, not looking forward to it. dont want to have to see her. im really pissed at my cousin, my aunt krissys daughter. ahh. i want to say thanks to all the people that helped me through this, mainly chelsea and lauren. i love u guys. rip i love you aunt kris. 1| say it, mean it

[13 Feb 2004|08:29pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | so sad. i love you. ] rip aunt krissy, i will forever love you... relize what u have before its gone... say it, mean it

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